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Thursday, July 5, 2007

well for both days i've been working thus i'm MIA again. basically this two days have been rather a slacking day for me. there isnt any much event thus i'm not tired.this week i could only work few days due to some reasons. wedding dinner and sufficient rest for a fresh back to school next week. nevertheless, hopefully things move on fine ahead for me. this few nights despite being tired i couldnt turn in until late midnight. am i suffer from insomnia again or due to being stress up. sigh~
as usual today took cab to work as i'm in 11am shift. i conclude that today was the first time i'm feeling bored to death at work. there isnt anything for me to do after i done with my lunch event. i've been strolling up and down the level chatting and disturbing other friends. =x pardon me for being retarded. i believed you guys felt the same feelings as me. thus, i was being signed off at 4pm. aftermath, went across the road to help the rest to buy 4D. poor ruiwen and me got to carry lots of number and money with us. headed back to hoteland get prepared before heading down to town. i need shopping! but sad to say the time was getting late, ended up i could only purchase one sandal. i'm craving for m)phosis sandal and stuff can! i doubt i gonna get it tml after work. humph. we went to chill at coffee bean and headed home.
hereby i received a message from one of my longest friendship friend when i reached home. well, i dont think there isnt a need to mention the name. (: i'm disappointed upon reading the things she had written. saying that i had forgotten her due to never contacting one another. i'm glad she do notice it. i do see her around and i had put the effort totalk to her, treating nothing happened but it seems i'm a stranger to her. putting herself in my shoe, how would she feel? such a long friendship would ended up like that due to _ well, am i such a person? though i never voice out my feeling upon her, it doesnt mean i dont bother. i'm just totally speechless and disappointed. knowing that she's attached with bf, i could understand that perhaps why she doesnt contact me. i'm used to it and i doesnt push any fault on anyone. what are the definition of friends? thinking back i could only say there're not much people i could put my trust on. pardon me for saying this, perhaps i'm already lost in trusting anybody. hopefully one day she will realise it. i could be just a distance away when she need me. all it need are just two hand to clap. i've done my part, have she? am i in the wrong? who can tell me?! zz.
a good friend laughs at your worst jokes, put up with your worst moods, gets along with your worst ideas, and always sees the best in you. nothing else. Real friendship is shown in times of trouble.
i often hide my emotions behind a mask which denies the inner feelings. i'm vulnerable and easily being hurt. people around might see me always putting a smile on my face, but only those who understand me knew the inner part of me. i appreciate it. thanks. am i always living in the life of lies trying to be a carefree girl? god bless.

the mysterious of life.

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