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Monday, August 27, 2007

aloha. yes i know it had been a long time since i last updated. i'm so busy recently. i'm sorry. exams are coming real soon and i'm getting ultra worried. and the ironic thing is i got to rush and complete up project which are due next week. everything seems to be never ending, when would i have the time to be a carefree girl. this entry would be a long ones. i would share my thoughts with you guys about the overseas trip i been to. so, pardon me with it and spending your precious time. (:

not feeling okay this period of times. been down with sick repeatedly, this show how weak i'm. and sad to hear from the doctor, i'm down with stress problem. thus i'm being prescribe some medicine by the doctor. sigh, hopefully i would get over with everything soon and stop consuming the pill. i've all the symptoms of being overly stressed.well, at times i could sense it. mostly i would feel pressurize, be it with school work, any relationships or other activities. i knew stress is unavoiable to everyone but perhaps i'm overly into it as i may break down most of the time before i turn in at night.

well. i shall share with you guys about the overseas trip - (bintan) i been to with the school.it was my first experience travel overseas alone without my parents but instead with friends.well. it was a good experience as i got to learnt to be independent and tie up the bonds closer with friends and teacher. however, the saddist things to say was it was raining heavily when we arrived and we couldnt manage to tour around certain places. we arrived at ' ninwana hotel ' and attended a conference talk before heading to the ninwana beach resort whereby we stayed in and had buffet lunch. followed by the educational tour around the places like ; landfill,electric power house, fire station and lastly pasar oleh oleh.despite of the heavy rain, we do alight at certain destination to tour around and get to understand the places better led by the tour guide.lastly we arrived at the kelong for our seafood dinner. we're having 9 course dinner and of cos the food was fabulous. :D afterwhich was our free and easy time. as it was their country national day and they were having a celebration at night. we're invited to it so we went over afterwhich. the atmosphere was still nice though it was not that happening as we went there too early. overall it was still a nice experience watching over how other country people celebrating their occasion. aftermatch, we went back to our resort to have our own leisure time. we played card games, drink and added on with lot of crapping. it was really fun with everyone around. in this trip, i find the bond between all of us are stronger. we get to know each other better and ofcos the fun we spent together will leave us with memories. cheer QS =)

as mentioned exams are coming nearer, i think i really have to catch up with my studies. i feel that i'm totally lost in the modules, totally screwed! the weight is simply just too heavy for me to carry on. alright, i believed in actions speak louder than words so perhaps i shall start everything by next week. give me the will and determination to study. motivate me anyone?!

well. from this post onward i promise myself it gonna be a new afresh. for the previous entries everything i would clearly specify all are the past. agree isnt it? moreover i wouldnt open the blog offically to everyone. i still prefer the way in what i am doing all along. for regular readers, i promise you guys i would update often from today onwards to keep my blog active. do leave me a tag behind as a regard ya. i appreciate you guys. (:

words and a question why are always lingering around. mistakes are bound to happen. we learnt from it to make us feel better. i love the pampered from those who are always there for me. not mentioning the names. thanks for the special one who are always being there listening to my complaints and everything. been listening to the songs ' sometimes love just aint enought '. i find the meaning of the song rather meaningful.
as the phrase goes, love is blind. i agreed. i believed down the road one day i will get what i want.

love me or loathe me*
miss xiaohui*

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Monday, August 6, 2007

aloha. wonder where i've been dying to? haa. i'm still kicking alive ya. my apology for the lack of updates the past few weeks. thus this would be a long entry ahead. pardon me and i appreciate my regular readers and thanks for the tag ya. (:
the irony things are i've just recovered from my sickness and i'm having stomach cramps now. aww. get well soon ms xiaohui :P
well. i've been spending most of the time stoning infront of the com for the whole of weekends. so i came to the thoughts of blogging since i've not been updating for few weeks.
Mmm, you guys must be wondering what i've been doing these weeks, well, i do cherish most of the time i've spent as certain days seems to be so dearly to me. (:
i miss the firework last saturday though we couldnt catch it on time. arghs. there would be firework festival from 11-14 of august. thanks ah goh for your info ya. :D
do i have the chance to watch it? i love firework. :
i'm pending for the launching of new movie this coming wed. and i'm awaiting for the bintan trip in two weeks time. would it be an interesting ones?
but still, i'm awaiting for the interesting programme line up ahead.
i'm stress up with projects as it's being pile up for me and due date is around the corner. after all this projects, its time to prepare for the upcoming exams in sep. oh dear! aftermath, i still need to catch up with all the things which i'm weak in. CA2 was a better ones as i do not need to retake any sub papers though result wasnt up to my expectations especially tourism. well thanks to huijuan who's there to coach me for my advance accounting. =)
however my overall CAs was being pull down by CA1. well, what had over is over. is time to buck up. apparently, i love schooling though is tedious at times. (:
friends wise. i'm glad my closed one would realise how long we've not been updating with each other on our personal affairs. and i believe that, true friendship will always standby you despite of whether you're in crucial situation or rather happy moments. despite of lesser time being there for each other, texting up would seems to mean alot. just the matters of sincerity. i do treasure all the peoples who understand me and always be there for me. (:
sometimes i dont understand why some people got no sense of originalities. i'm sure i do mentioned several time in my previous entries. i'm thinking, what do they stand to gain anyway? seek attentions from others? haa.
somehow it doesnt affect me much as my consious is clear perhaps i'm too bored so bring up this topic after sufing nets. :)
i've changed my hairstyle. thanks to shanna mei for the intro. haa. i love my hair. newly reborn. dyed into another colour and trim off a bit of it. a new life ahead? hopefully. anyway is not easy to live in a mundane life. however, during the way, we do meet up with different types of people that will pave the way ahead for us, and thus i do learn to embrace life a step at a time.
basically for my part time job, perhaps i shall take a rest for the moment. i realise i've not enough time for my own stuff. i knew money is important but at the same time i do need to think of my health and studies. i will be going back to work few times fornightly i doubt. i do miss the times working with you guys especially my bunch of crazy fellows frens. (:
life is just a journey, despite of problems, we still need to endure and move on. infact, is just a road that we've to across everyday. being solo or double, it doesnt matter as the decision made by me wont be a regret.

miss xiaohui

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