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Friday, December 28, 2007

7 days that you had been apart from me.
seriously i admit i am still totally breaking now.
who know exactly how i am feeling? sigh.
will you know how i am feeling inside? it hurts. baby*

all negative thoughts flow upon me.
i have the urge of carving your initial on my wrist.
to tell myself that the pain,
represent how much i love you.
the wound, represent the scar that has been inflicted.
and the blood represent you has gone.

at times, i am trying to be strong. but i just couldnt.
i still break down in a short while.
am i fallen into the depression stage?
i really dont know. my tears would just fall anytime.
i give up on myself.
i lost my courage of being strong.
i lost my smile.
it seems i simply lost everything.
i am totally break down!
i need you so much by my side, do you know?

you become part of my life.
love is blind and my heart was blinded by you.
i have been addicted to you.
will i make your last again?

thanks to those who are worried for me.
who are always there to show your concern.
i appreciate it.
i am sorry to let you all down.
i just couldnt resist myself from being alright.
i tried but i still fail.
i am just totally break down!!

tears wash my face everynight.

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