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Thursday, January 3, 2008

when i am down and all alone,
when nothing seems to matter,
i am lost.
i cant seems to reach for solid ground.
i think of you every sight.

i may bring a smile at times. but those who know me well, you guys might see me i am reacting so weird. i could just break down out of sudden. i may just keep quiet. my mood just swing. seriously, i do not know what is wrong with me. i just dont feel being myself. at point of times, i just hate myself so much. until i could think of suscide. it is a silly and stubborn decision, yes i knew. but i couldnt resist myself from it. i NEED you.

added on. i think last thurday i have made a biggest mistakes in GIANT. it will never be the same anymore? SIGH.

i hate my life. i hate myself. nothing seems to be alright. i think i am better off ALONE.

LOST.-

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