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Friday, January 4, 2008

i am just feeling just so deeply hurt.
everyone has its own flaws.
why the thoughts of that just come to your mind.
i just dont understand.

things happen out of sudden.
its really so sudden until i couldnt face it at all.
and i seriously SWEAR,
i am not the girl you all used to know anymore.
i am not saying all this to let anyone sympathy me.
i dont need any sympathy. as i know those who care will just standby me by my side. thanks to those who are always there.

i am just nobody! not the girl who used to be strong who stand up in any obstacles.
i just changed into another one.
i miss him terribly. i cant denied that.
though i think i am already nobody to anyone.
i know i disappoint a lot of people who are there to encourage me and by my side not letting me alone.

i am dripping non-stop upon blogging this post. a short sentence just hurt me. i dont want ! yes i understand. nobody understand how i am feeling right now. except you. i dint expect much but just the promise you made to me.
whether how hurt or how deep i suffer, all is just by myself. i can suffer it.
SIGH. baby* can i just lend your shoulder as a friend once again to lean on?

i am sorry for all the negative act out of sudden.
i will be fine.

no matter what, promise me you wont ignore me or anything.
nothing else matters whether i am dead or alive.

13 days gone.
another me.
the scar .

Blogged @ 12:50 PM
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