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Monday, January 21, 2008

the sadness feeling of my heart;
a darkness of pain;
the sorrow of loss.

i am still down with sick. cough, flu and cold. when will all this stop? its killing me. it make me feel weaker and weaker. nafa is this coming tuesday, am i able to join in? hopefully i will feel better. god bless.

pardon me for now updated few days. busy with some stuff and been doing some revision here and there for the upcoming accounting CAs next week. there isnt much time left for me to mug on with revision. as the upcoming week will be a busy week for me. thus i shall make good use of the time i have to concentrate on. good luck to all doing your revision. as mention upcoming week will be a busy ones for me. nafa on tuesday, mugging on revision, buying stuff, shop for cny stuff, facial appointment. oh dear. i shall control the amount spend on everything as i am not working currently.

most importantly, i am looking forward for the coming weekend. loves!

i am glad i see you today. though its just a short hours, i do felt glad. every moment spend will always be a precious memories to me. i hope its the same to you too? though of waiting so long, ( only you and me know what it is ). i will try not to be stupid next time round ya. you pig.

today is exactly one month you have left me. one month ago, this day, i was hugging you and crying non-stop for hours. the pain is simply just too deep. seriously at the moment, i just dont know what to do, i am totally break down. and i knew this feeling will always be there. today, i am glad we still can spend time together. and the time will always be just so precious as long as you are beside me. hope that you will be feeling the same ways as me. thanks. i cant deny i dont love you. my one and only baby*

at times i question myself, who will really understand me? other than you. sometimes i just keep quiet, i am feeling totally different. my imagination just run wild. at this time when i am typing this post, i admit my feeling is down. iszit due to i am feeling tired or other thing? i really dont know. tears just drip down unknowingly. i wish i could hug you and lending me a shoulder to lean on. and i knew you will always be there to show your concern and everything. thanks. i miss you!

dont judge me from the outside, i am not happy or strong as all of you expected.
i am just not.

an innocent smile than a walk in the night.

SIGH.

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