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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

school has started two days. i am feeling sleepy and tired. perhaps due to not enough hours of sleep and insonmia in the middle of the sleep. afterall, still got to catch up with works. CAs is coming in three weeks time. thats fast. gonna be stress? i feeling nothing now but just saddness. moreover my cough is getting worst. causing me to have difficulties in breathing. oh dear.

once again, i turn extreme moody now upon blogging. i just reach home from school and accompany friends to salon and trimming my eyebrown. when i am keeping quiet at certain moments, i cant resist myself from thinking a lot of things. i just couldnt. somehow i wish i can just 'disappear' peacefully. i used to be a strong girl in the past but not now. i have a shattered and weak heart now. i just failed to be strong. there will be lesser smile in my face. i apologised. those who know the tough path i am going through, will realise. the scar which only i can see myself. cause it is being concealed. it just hurts baby.

i do cherish you. without you, i never knew how days may lead for me. there is so much things i want to say but i am afraid. tomorrow will be a special day if we did not separate. baby* do you still remember the date? i knew you could only see this during friday. i hope to receive a reply from you when you seen this. it will always be a date i will be deeply buried in my heart. i will never forgotten this date as long as i am alive. i love you.

without a doubt,
i said it once again,
i love you, ivan*

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