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Friday, February 15, 2008

in a world without you;
i would always hunger,
all i need is only your love.

i have not been updating for the past few days. in simple, life for me had never been good at all. teachers and friends have been asking me what happened as i looked moody and bottled up with problems. i just smiled and respond, ' life goes on ' . pretending i am fine. sigh. for those friends whom are always with me, will realise i changed a lot ever since mid of dec. well. it seems my health is getting weaker again.

firstly i wish everyone out there, Happy Valentine's Day. for those who are attached, stay happy in love, and those who are single, dont be disheartened, there is still friends around you to share your love with, friendship's day, when the right time is here, your valentine will appear.

and i knew on valentine's day, most people would crack their brains over what do do for their partner or ther love ones. for me, this valentine, i could only treat it as a normal day. i just pretend it to be another day for me. its whom i knew i love, so any other day he will always be my valentine. and i think everyone is celebrating forthe sake of celebrating? no offence to it as thats my point of view. every day we could shower our love and let the one we loved to feel that we really care, we do not have to do these only on valentine day. its just a special day somehow rather. thus to make it simple, if we are happy with the one we love, everyday would be valentine day.

yesterday was suppose to meet up with him for movie. but due to the incident that happened, ended up we didnt meet. i felt disappointed but i understand the situation. i knew you feeling arent better too. i felt sad for you too. hope that you will be fine and get over it soon. i will always be there.

i chose not to go out instead today except to school. sad valentine day to myself. i knew i am just console myself. well, i wish you, ivan, Happy Valentine's Day, loves!

this whole week, i am feeling alone and helpless. each and every step is taken in uncertainty with every quivering thoughts. this feeling of doubts set in, its sad. and i am left to grapple with my own fears. no one can truly understand till they are in the boat. i admit i am not the one i used to be anymore. i love you ; my love.

baby, dont leave me alone.

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