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Monday, April 28, 2008

just a simple post before i heading to work.

who is the girl i see staring straight back at me?
why is my reflection someone i dont know?
its just another side of me ;
when will my reflection show who i am inside?
a big big SIGH .

these few days were tormentating.
many things went through my mind.
i just cant stop myself from thinking of it. yeap i admit i am thinking too much. sigh. i just cant prevent myself not to. there is always things that happen for me to think that much if not i wouldnt be that.

have been working everyday these few days. frankly i am not focusing at times but i still tried my best. its hard for me to put on a jubilant front when i am in such situation. feigning ignorance to everything else and acting nonchalant about all. when deep inside my heart, i am just feeling so hurt and sad. totally smashed. sigh. i am breaking down any time. i tried to control but i failed. perhaps i am just a failure and a bad girl ?

i am sorry for thinking extremely much these few days. sigh. i just dont know who i am. i am just pretending i am happy but i am not. its not easy to. all i need is hoping you will be there for me always. i knew with you around, i fear nothing. i may feel better afterall. you might not know why i am feeling this way now. i just dont know how to voice it out. i am just lost in all directions. sigh. baby ; seriously i am not alright ! will you be there to be my guardian angel to accompany me through this path. i wish for.

i MISS you badly ;

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