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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

the story that leave a deep scar,
which will never heal. NEVER will it be.
all this time is going nowhere.
i am facing lots of phobia now.
i will not be the one you all used to know.
pardon me for being emo out of a sudden. i dont know why.

went to work early in the morning. i simply hate squeezing with lots of passenger in train due to peak hour. its so hard to get into the train. thus ended up i was late half an hour. everything move on fine at work just that i am so tired of certain thing. afterwhich, headed to town. shop at mango. bought few tops and bottoms and trim my eyebrown. went for dinner and headed back home. on the way home, i am feeling so tired and sleep and also emotional. been having a lot of question in my mind. sigh. when will i be really happy again? i really dont know. perhaps it wont? let fate decide the path.

today is a special date. every 9th of the month, its our past anniversary which used to be a memorable date for me and you. everything its the past now. 2o2 days being apart. its neither long nor short. all the days are memories despite being apart. there is a lot of ups and downs along the journey. for the first 4 month of the anniversary, i do wish you. happy anniversary to my ex bf. but now i kept it to myself. i dont have the courage to wish anymore. all is phobia. what i wish is i hope you will still remember this date always.
last but not least, you just matters a lot to me.

my hardest goodbye. * navi.


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