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Thursday, July 3, 2008

the world i knew it wont come back.
the time i lost , its not easy to get back.
the life i had wont be the past us i want again.
neverthesless ; i still want you .

happy moments wont last long. isnt it true?
its so hard to face reality.
once again, i hate myself !

went to work. 11am to 730pm. its just not my day. had been feeling uneasy since yesterday. i dont know what is wrong with me. head feeling giddy. at times feel like vomit. i can feel that my body is getting weaker when my mood is down. lost in appetite. i am just so numb. i can just break down at any point of time. sigh. headed back home after meeting up wei yee with rui wen.

throughout the day, my mind just filled with lots of randomly negative things. why?!
am i really think too much?
once again, i feeling so down and upset.
i wish you could be there and that would already satisfy me.

bringing a smile on my face is not an easy task.
my him* , i do miss you ; sigh.

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