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Thursday, July 17, 2008

have been down with sick for days. probably i am lack of rest due to overwork and stress over my thing. these two days i am on off so it would be a rest day for me.sunday 13/7 went to work but upon reaching office i went back home after that again. i started to shiver non-stop. and i swear its really so damn uncomfortable. sigh.thanks to huilian sis and kent for taking care after me for the short moment whereby you guys suppose to have your meal break. after cooling down, i took cab back alone to causeway to meet my mother to visit doctor. inititally i thought you would accompany me. cause everyone is busy to accompany me but ended up it a disappointment. sigh. after visiting the doctor, i realise my fever hit above 40 degree. every part of my body feel so weak. argh. and i hate that shallow guy. elaborate in next post.

sigh. who would actually understand the pain i am going through?! everytime it ended up to be a disappointment for me. never will i have the time to be happy once?i bet its just so hard. its seems like everything is getting worst as day passes. my mood can swing at any point of time. i always try to control not to cry. until the very moment, i just cant control. why cant i be given a chance to be cherish? perhaps its too late. and it would never happen again.

and i strongly believe this sentence, ' people only regret and only know how to cherish after they realise how important someone or thing to them is gone '. i have always be there no matter rain or shine. or because i still care. and i knew in return what i got is nothing. you did mention before. you are sorry that you did not treat me the way that i want. yes ofcause i am disappointed. maybe in life what i got is just disappointment. rewind back, its had already been 20 days i have not seen you.the last day we met up was 27 june. after that, all i got was just disappointment. worst than before. last time your words wont be that hurtful. sigh. perhaps i am just an ignoranceto you. i am just nothing! bet this would be a miserable moment i am going through. i am really really really disappointed. SIGH.

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