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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Once again i am back.
i knew that i have been away for too long. time flies. seven months had passed, i could see my reader are fallen asleep with my quiet post and my tagboard are silent as well. leave me a tag if you are still around awaiting for my updates. i appreciate you all.

it had been a roller coaster period for the past seven months. i knew that with the constant support from my friends around me, i have managed to get through some lowest peak period. this entry perhaps will be a long post if you are not interested, you may ignore, for those who bother, thanks I appreciate it. let me have a summarise of my life for the past seven months.

Firstly, i had removed all my past entries to draft. i gonna start the blog once again with my new life ahead. thus the past will be kept as memories. i had given up after waiting for one year plus. In short, i am glad that i step out of that life. thanks for the past memories. i learnt my lesson and i will never turn back again. not to further elaborate, cause i don’t wish to. if you want to know, approach me.

Secondly, i had already returned back to school. though the period is short, most importantly is i want to get out the school soon with my diploma cert. good luck to me. after studying two months in the school, i don’t really like the atmosphere due to certain reasons which i will not be elaborating in this post. perhaps in the later post. exam is around the corner, hereby wishing those preparing for the paper, all the best.

a lot of things happened around me these two months. the endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow. the constant ups and downs of daily strife. and always the questions remain in my mind. i have no answer to it as its an endless path.

life is fragile. we will never know what will happen the next moment. its really unpredictable. sometimes i just think why humans never had this thing call emotions. nobody will ever need to go through the pains and no tears but just happiness. all these are just illusions. stress is my best friend now. sometimes when i am alone, i questions myself, who really understand me?

Lastly ;
to esjz*
i am glad that you step into my life. just in this two months, we been through a lot. be it happy or crucial times. but at a point of time, i knew that everything move on too fast. all those words i promise you i will. i know the path ahead for us to go through its not simple, but i believe we will make it through. i am glad that you are by my side whenever i need someone to turn to. to standby me and give me the advice and all. thanks for everything. i will wait for you to be mine. give both of us time. i know at times i will be thinking a lot of what is going to happen and what is going on, i hope you forgive me. with you around, i knew i will be fine from all the doubts. nevertheless, i miss you.

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