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Monday, May 11, 2009

confusion, lost, depressed, disappointed, the state of mind i am often in now. for all the things i going through now. i dont know how long it will stay but i am trying hard to be strong. love is a confusion. its like going into a war. i hope things will turn better as the days goes by. i am sorry.

been busy with work the whole week of my holiday. its very tiring but the collecting the hard earn money definitely worth the effort. i have been doing wedding dinner for almost the whole week. really envy them. i believed all couple went through a lot before coming to the tie of a knot. sometimes i am thinking, how long down the road i will be walking onto the red carpet and who will be the guy whom i will walk down the aisle with.

at a blink of an eyes, school reopen today. the beginning of the new term which is also the last term in the course. though i am so reluctant to attend school, just hope that days passes quickly. two more month please move on fast!

i am not going to stop here. i have no mood in continue blogging. update next post. bye.

nothing is gonna make me smile.
or rather i dont know how to.
takecare.

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